I’m really not trying to be all dramatic here but I kinda feel like I’m falling apart.

Maybe when we’re falling apart we’re just falling together … in some way … that’s what I’m going to tell myself. Even if it does sound delusional. Whatever, I’d rather be delusional.

We Taurus’ are fixed signs. We Bull’s dig our heels in, resisting change. For me to have been gone two weeks and to have come home to such huge changes {more on that later}, is no easy, smooth sailing thing for me.

At all.

I kind of feel like, wtf Universe, how could you do this to me! I didn’t ask for this.

But that’s Earthly realm me not being able to see the big picture, of somehow everything working out … in some bizarre way it has to be. Let me add dysfunctional in there too. Although I think it’s no coincidence the word “fun” is in with the dysfunction.

So I’m going to be thinking of all other worldly support I’ve been receiving. To help me remember that The People are always here, hovering close by, and so things can’t really be all that bad, or as bad as they may seem.

And. This is but one of a very small parts of time and life … that will soon come to pass … the best I can do is remain happy and positive … recalling one of my strong beliefs that showed up on a license plate … we are in this world but not of it.

So I can’t be taking things too seriously.