I just felt on The Verge yesterday. I couldn’t do it.

I was fine in the morning. I was great through nap. And then, I … wasn’t.

I wanted to cry for no good reason.

And I didn’t know how to say that to anybody. So The BF and my family went out for dinner {FoH, too, of course} and I sat and I cried.

Like ugly cry kind of crying. And I felt a lot better.

I have to remember : it’s only been a month. My system is still not back to itself. I can’t be too hard.

One day, one moment at a time. I’ll get there.