There isn’t a day that goes by that I don’t think of Guru. That I can hear his voice echoing in my head throughout the day.

I haven’t mentioned him in a while because it’s still too fresh and painful. He’s off the radar. The last I heard, a few weeks ago, he was still hanging on.

I’m still hanging on that I’ll be able to see him again. But I’ve also had to accept and let that go.

The other day, The BF, Comm&C, TC and Brother and I had a picnic … ironically, not too far from Guru’s home. It was a gorgeous summer night with sweeping views and a very ooohhh-worthy sunset.

As I was walking back to the car, getting ready to leave, I stepped on this gem. Three things Guru would say all the time to me, smile! Be happy!

How I miss his, just stay happy, that’s all you need to do advice.

So that’s what I’ve been doing. Smiling and happiness. All continual works in progress.