Today looked like this:

Why yes, it was another day full of lounging and long naps. I think it must be a dream come true for the animal brood. They’re always only too willing to oblige when it comes to sleep and more sleep.

I have to say, I am enjoying these lazy days and soaking in the silence and ease of it being just us. Before it suddenly won’t be … for the rest of my life. Which still takes my breath away, People.

I also still can’t picture it. Hell, I can’t even comprehend it. Too tired to really trouble myself, yet another relief. Though I am hoping the chronic fatigue decides to leave at some point in the next few weeks. Enough already! Four hour naps are great and all, but, I’d really rather be doing something else.

I guess that’s just it though — I’m no longer in control here. It’s the most intense loss of control I’ve ever experienced and I don’t even consider myself a control freak.