And he is way better than ever before.

Deep breaths. Sit down for this one, People.

Guru. Beloved Guru has returned!! It’s a miracle. My miracle that I needed during these dark days. My happy cup runneth over with so much joy that it very well might burst at any moment.

He’s back and at the exact perfect and right moment that I needed. Talk about a wonderful distraction away from my over active mind and fatigue.

It’s been over seven months, People — seven! Since I’ve seen him. It’s hard to believe that the last time I did see him was the day TC and I left for Paris in March. That feels like years ago. So much that has happened since.

It’s hard feeling like we’ve lost one of our People, one of our own. While I firmly believe we all share a human connection with one another, there are just some of us that are more compatible than others, hence, our People.

When I find one of My People, I take note and hold on to them.

Seven + months of no Guru was challenging. It felt like this little piece of me broke off and I knew it would stay broken. I think the little broken pieces of us are good, they remind us of love and life and Our People we hold close.

Ironically, it seemed just as I was accepting no Guru, he came back from the verge of death. Literally, better than ever.

With big plans to reopen the store at the beginning of December. Rarely do I find someone whose energy is so strong and bright that just being in their presence is enough to bring me back and fill me with comfort and peace. This is why I call Guru, Guru. He’s a master like that. He knows. And I still have much to remember from him.

When I saw him, as with all of Our People kind of People, it felt in a way, that no time had passed. I was a blubbering mess right away, rattling off everything he had missed this last seven months, which mainly revolved around The BF and The Babe.

He’s thrilled about the little babe. Which had me breathing huge sighs of relief. I don’t know where this is coming from, considering I feel no need to be accepted or liked by the masses, but I have this deep need that this little babe of mine is loved and cherished by the People I love and cherish. I find myself thinking, please love my baby, please love my baby, anytime I’m around them.

Suddenly, with Guru back, I not only believe but know all is well, everything is going to be okay. He told me I need to figure out how to get to that place of knowing on my own, without him. He’s right, of course. But I don’t want to have to think about that just yet.

For now I want to enjoy what time we do have and practice, staying god damn happy. How I’ve missed hearing those words from him.