I have day dreams and visions of spending the next five months in a non-existent state.

Where I have nothing to do and no responsibilities. Where I don’t have to do a damn thing, unless I really want to. Where I can just check out from life.

I wish I was non-existent. I don’t mean that in a negative way, either. Just in a, I’m so GD tired and can’t think and full of emotional overload, I’ll take my time out now, please and thank you.

Again, I know it’s just a temporary place. As all things and states are, but it’s where I’m at now.

And that’s okay.