Being still is a really hard thing. I wish I had it figured out so I could tell you what the secret to stillness is.

I keep thinking there has to be some sort of hidden code within The Universe that I will discover in the midst of silence that I can then clue a few million, or billion, of my People into.

Except what I keep coming back to time and again, is that there is no one way. There’s no secret, other than finding what works for you. Isn’t that kinda annoying? Self discovery and realization! How come all those smarty masters don’t first tell us, by the way before you start down this road, this shit isn’t going to be easy. Don’t try to be in a perpetual state of high awareness.

In Mama preparations, which I’m still in disbelief about {probably will be till FOH arrives}, I’m trying to find my inner stillness at all times. It’s challenging enough for me to sit still for 15 minutes, let alone cultivate an inside job of solitude.

But I know it’s what I need, I can feel it from Higher Self, because it’s always close by on my mind. Be still. Be still. Be still. Higher Selves can be so damn relentless.

For me, working on inner stillness means I’m aware of where I’m at emotionally. Am I angry? Judgmental? Lashing out? It’s me breathing consciously and keeping calm and aware.

It goes hand in hand with Self Love. I’m being good to me. And FOH. Since it’s not really about me anymore, it’s about me being the best me for this little being. I’m just lucky to reap the self benefits.